Irritated and Disenchanted

Today was not that bad. Work wise, I went there and things went as smoothly as they could, no customers caused me to fret neither did my co-workers. Although, I don’t know if I am going through PMS but I am experiencing a myriad of emotions and I really wish I was taking kickboxing because…

Am I strong?

To me, I didn’t have a regular childhood or adulthood (so far) for that matter. I feel like I have had to endure things that should have broken me. Those who know me or my story, I should say, always tell me I am strong, I am super all the while feeling so very weak….

Distinction!

In one of my previous posts, I explained that I don’t have a degree in my possession. While I have tried, my attempts were futile but I believe that God is in control and some times He says “Not now”. I don’t like that phrase, or the word no but some times we are not ready…

One o’ dem days

Today for me has been trying. Trying to feel better, trying not to cry, trying to smile, trying to act normal, trying to be brave, trying to be be strong, trying to be courageous, trying not to breakdown, trying to stay awake…Well you get the gist. I’m not good at compartmentalizing my feelings. It’s like…

What to do…

What to do…I haven’t been blogging because I’ve simply lost all motivation to even just sit down for five minutes and jot down my thoughts. I would rather just think and think and think and just be there not doing anything, which by the way is not good for me because I tend to overthink…