Day 68 4/30/2017 I value my independence!

One thing I hate is being dependent on others! ‘No man is an Island’ This is an old adage used when depicting our need for one another. I agree with it to some degree but I still value my independence and getting things done for myself. For instance, last night I wanted to go out…

TODAY 4/28/17 DAY 66

My alarm went off at 5:25 a.m. and trust me I didn’t wanna get out of bed… but I DID!!!!!!🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆 LOL While working out today, I experienced some serious pain in my left leg and back, I stopped for a bit stretched and went back on. I persevered through the pain because I feel like…

Day 65! 4/27/17 I won’t be too long ☺

I was excited this morning to be on the Gazelle, I forgot how fun it could be. I set up this morning and my bluetooth speaker decides that it would not cooperate and I swore I put it on the charger. I got a bit upset and the first thing that popped in my mind…

And it came to me like an Epiphany! Day 64 4/26/2017

Yesterday I worked out for the first time in years on the Gazelle and it was refreshing. As I mentioned in my previous posts, that I do not go to a gym and I seldom have any encouragement or a support system. I tried to do this challenge and pull in some of my friends…

Not in a good mood 4/24/17 Day 62

This morning, I woke up and it feels like everything that I have to do is bullying me to the point where I am just frustrated and want to cower in a hole. I hate being forced to do something that would be unfavorable for me, all in the name of pleasing people. I understand that…

Saturday 4/22/2017 Day 60

We have reached day 60 and the challenge is still on and popping but ya girl is not doing so great. I don’t wanna beat myself too much but I am a bit disappointed but nevertheless, I have not given up yet. Today, I spent the day with a special someone and I made oven…

Day 59 4/21/2017

Is there a word to describe 10 levels past exhaustion? If there is please let me know, because that is what I feel at this point in time. Once again I went to bed after 11 and woke up a bit after 5. I wrestled with exercising but my will won and I did a…

Day 58- GOING AND GOING AND GOING

GOING AND GOING AND GOING- That is literally what I have been doing. I wake up early, get to work, then class then choir. This past week has been looooooooooooong and while it is tiring, I am loving it. It has been awhile since I have been doing so much but I revel in those…

I hate it- Day 56

So I took a break from blogging and yeah I know I have been inconsistent but I feel a bit blah or whatever. I am tired and have so many things going on. I feel like I need a 1 month hiatus from regular scheduling or a retreat just to get myself back in tune. As…

Day 50! Change of Plans

I envisioned me writing some eloquent blog explaining my feelings this morning but that all changed when this peculiar situation arose and now I am just damn upset…PISSED even but I digress. Today is day 50 and as explained in previous post, I am pretty disappointed where I am at in this journey because I…